Well done? Was it well done...? Did we even do our best? Even if it did, would that have changed the world - or the Baltics? Could we have achieved more, worked harder (despite the rain), been more persistent in prayer, been more courageous...?
We'd sure long to hear the Lord say: "Well done!" But, towards the end of the training/outreach some of us felt that we maybe did not reach what we expected of the outreach. We did not see great revival spread accross the Baltics like a wildfire. We did not have too much thrill all the time... even the car was working perfectly the whole trip. And as for ourselves ..."I was not as courageous I wanted to be. I was not as good leader as I dreamed of being..."
But He replied: He said He was sad that we felt disappointed and unable to celebrate on what we had done during the outreach trip. What...?? God himself felt sad that we were disappointed to ourselves! THAT'S QUITE AN ENCOURAGEMENT!! Even though we did not see many impossible things, God said He was more happy to what we did than we were ourselves! That is something, dude! Our Papa is simply so good!!!

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